Jayden FISHER-CRACK

FISHER-CRACK, Jayden Feb. 7th, 2001 - Oct. 18th 2001 My precious heart, Four years ago you left and nothing has ever hurt as much but it is autumn and the leaves are beautiful and life keeps tumbling on as always. You would have been going to kindergarten this year little one and Destiny once again wove her magic into our journey as I switched to teaching kindergarten the very year you would be starting! I miss the big kids but everyday when I see the excited smiles and little backpacks your presence flows throughout the classroom and I am in awe that all these little beings are alive and thriving. I miss you every day and once in awhile I still let myself embrace the hurt in order to acknowledge that accepting your death is the only way to see that my life is exactly as it was meant to be. Thank you so very much for being my little boy and giving me the strength to be the woman I must be. - I adore you. Mommy xox Published in the Ottawa Citizen on 10/18/2005